I was at the library, must chilling, minding my business and doing some work. I looked at and across the room was Coach. He was sitting on the sofa. OMG is what I thought, then I jumped up because I didn't have any make up on. I grapped my makeup bag and had no where to go....the bathroom was across the hall and I didn't have a mirror in my makeup bag.
What to do....
So I just sat back down and sure enough he looked over at me....I looked back and quickly went back to work.
UGH.....
Not now is what I was thinking. Not just because I didn't have any makeup on, but also because I made this committment to fast for the next 10 days. And when I fast, I don't need any distractions.
My phone rang and as I was talking I looked up and there he was...stand right in front of me.
Dang.....
I hung up my call and we briefly chatted. He reached out to hug me and I got up and gave him a nice squeeze.
Oh....I miss nice squeezes!!!
I sat back down. He almost called me his boo....I didn't say anything. I asked about the children. He told me he was back in school....
Then he left.
And I felt nothing. NOTHING. Kind of like this, but I was sure that I would be feeling like this.
But, no, there was nothing!
Why was there nothing? Not that I'm complaining, I mean this is not a good time, but really....NOTHING??
I can only thank God. There is nothing there for him. Nothing in my spirit for him. Thank God for freeing me!!!!
That door is SHUT!!!
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