Looking Down the Road

My right now is not so good! Actually it is REALLY good, but not so good at the same time.  But, I find solace in the fact that God is not looking at me right now. God is looking at me down the road. He is looking at my future.

Where I Was

What's the matter with this picture?

I've been visiting Mister and each time I show up at his place, I always want to clean. Mainly because I am uncomfortable being in his junky place. The other day he confessed to me that he's so used to having someone clean for him and that his junky place is symbolic of his messed up life. I told him that I FULLY understood, but that I was there to HELP, not judge.

Then it hit me. The last few times I've been close with a guy has been with someone who is where I WAS in my life.

I understood Mister because I was in that same state a few years ago. My apartment was always junky because of the state of mind I was in. Now I live where I live and I have some breathing room, I always want it to be clean.

Mister is where I was.

That was the same way with Coach.

But, I'm wondering, why do I always meet a guy who is where I was and never do I meet a guy where I am or where I wanna be?

What's going on with that?

I mean, I'm not going back there and it's hard trying to pull someone up....

Have FAITH in God

To have faith is to be sure of the things we hope for, to be certain of the things we cannot see. It was by their faith that people of ancient times won God's approval.  -Hebrews 11 (The Good News Bible)

Have faith in God.

I shall live and NOT die and declare the works of the Lord.

I HAVE faith in God!!

When you pray and ask for something, believe that you have received it, and you will be given whatever you ask for.  -St. Mark

LOVE Him Like I Do

We Do Not Grieve Like The Rest

I LOVE GOD!!

I JUST DO!!!!

And THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE!!!

Death will come and we can't say HOW it will come, but we can control HOW WE WILL DIE!!

I'm attending a funeral for my Pastor's father. He was a man of God, so the grief was different. The Bible tells us that "we can't be uninformed about those who sleep in death," and we don't grieve for those like those who are not in the FAITH. Because those who die "in the FAITH" we will see again.

So, when I die...

I KNOW HOW I"M GOING TO DIE!!

As a matter of fact, when I die, I'm not gonna die, I'm going to just SLEEP. Cause the Bible says that when we are in the FAITH, we sleep with HOPE!!

So, WE DON'T RESPOND THE SAME WAY!!! When we have faith, we have HOPE that those who are sleep in Christ, we will see again!! So, we don't just die, we TRANSITION from this world to eternal!! We SHALL be changed--in a moment, in a twinkling of an eye.....

THANK YOU, JESUS!!

1 Thessalonians 4:13....
1 Corinthians 15:52....

I WANT My Life So Bad

I've been struggling this year......

Man it's been a rough one and I don't anyone to talk to about it. I want to rewind, but I can't. I HAVE to keep moving forward!!

I won't fall apart....

LOVE NEVER FAILS

Love never gives up.
Love cares more for others than for self.
Love doesn’t want what it doesn’t have.
Love doesn’t strut,
Doesn’t have a swelled head,
Doesn’t force itself on others,
Isn’t always “me first,”
Doesn’t fly off the handle,
Doesn’t keep score of the sins of others,
Doesn’t revel when others grovel,
Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth,
Puts up with anything,
Trusts God always,
Always looks for the best,
Never looks back,
But keeps going to the end.

Love never dies.
-1 Corinthians 13