Documentation

Last week my body was experiencing some anxiety. I don't know why. I just felt panicky. I laid down to go to sleep and my body was shaking. My mind was okay. I wasn't stressing about anything, but there was something going on with my body. So I just was paying attending to it. Then on Thursday I was feeling panicky, so I looked up heart attack symptoms.

I let it go.

Then as I was driving to Rockford on Friday, I was experiencing this pain in my back when I breath. It was on my right side. Whenever I breathe in deeply I would feel this pain. Not sure what it was, but I ignored it and when I went to bed on Friday night I was so sleepy but it was snoring so much that I kept waking myself up. I couldn't get a good night sleep. I'm not sure if I snore, but I've been told that I don't, but this night I was snoring so badly.

Now I'm feeling okay, but this was weird. So I just wanna document it.

Told Me That

I talked a little bit before about fantasizing and dreaming.....

On yesterday I drove a lot (over 700 miles) and I was just thinking about sitting at a stop light and a car hitting me in the back. I briefly thought about that and I started praying for  traveling mercy and that the angels protect me.

I got home safely and this morning I came to church and the preacher started ministering and she said that she was in a car accident.

She said on yesterday she as sitting at a stop light and a car hit her in the back.....

WOW!!  GOD tells me stuff and I simply think that it's nothing or I imagine it being me.

I remember another time when I was thinking about myself. I was thinking about how I wasn't married and I don't have any children and I thought to myself, "a mother in the spirit," and I just was thanking God for being a mother in the spirit even though I was also thinking about how I want my own children. A week later I was in service and the preacher called out one of my friends and said she was a mother in the spirit. That's why she's not married now.

Then I was in service and the preacher was preaching and she said to there were specific people who had the gift of healing and she called out a few names and she stopped and I heard within me another name and right after I heard it, she said it.

WOW!!!

That always happens to me.

I thank God, so I need to nurture that gift!!

It's Back

I was at Hobby Lobby and I saw my little sofa again. Actually this one is different, but it's still cute. I want this so badly.

The House Guy Called

Actually he texted me. I was shocked.

I was texting Mister back and forth and I got this text from this strange number. And it asked when I was available to see the house. I texted back, "Now."  So I headed right to the house right as I was getting off the highway from work.  I thought he had it rented. He took the sign down.  It is such a cute house and the colors on the inside are great!! The bedrooms are small, but that's okay. There is a basement and a washer and dryer. I LOVE IT!!

I can use the basement as storage and a laundry room!!

The guy said that there was a couple who was interested in it long term--like two years. I didn't respond. I don't know if I;m gonna be there for 2 years. I mean I want to buy a house!! Not rent forever.

I completed the application and gave it to him. I don't know if he's gonna run my credit. At this point I'm just leaving it in God's hands. He knows I need a place to stay and searching and searching is not going to work right now.

I'm not desperate, but I do want to get this over with and start moving my stuff.

I'm 25 Today

That's what I've been telling everyone.  LOL.  Actually, my baby sis sent me a FB message saying that I"m the besti looking 26 year old. So, I've been running with it and and saying that I'm 25 today. I got a mani-pedi and I really really wanted mango curry, but I couldn't find a good thai food restaurant, so I settled for blackened salmon curry.  It was okay. Ima try to find some this weekend when I head to the graduation.

On the home front....the house that I wanted has been rented. So, I've got to look for a new place to stay. OMG!!  God help me!!

Happy Bday from Google

Thank God for making it to see 37 years. Even though I'm telling people it's 35. I mean I feel 35 so why not say how I feel? LOL.

My mom sent me a Happy Bday text this morning.

And I logged into the computer and I got this from google:

It is cute. My own personal Google image for my Bday.  Today is gonna be a good day!!

37 Years: Your Life Saved My Life

I will be 37 on Monday. I was a little apprehensive. Getting older is a blessing, but it's not always easy. I mean, I'm closer to 40 than I am to 30 and I loved 30!!

My apprehension is only because of where I am.

I'm single, I have no children, and I'm being evicted. AGAIN!

Why am I going though this at THIS age?  My life should be settled now. And because it's not, I don't feel like I should be aging because of my instability.

Anyway, I AM Happy and I thank God.. I'm going to just take it one day at a time.  God has blessed me and I am grateful!! There are some people who have not made it this far.

So, forever me and YOU, LORD!!!