Friday, February 10, 2017

Vision 2017

I have traveled about 1500 miles over last weekend and in my travels I was able to visit my family in Bolivar, TN and Macon, MS. My cousin was able to take us (my baby brother, niece, and cousin) to the cemetary where our family members were buried. She then told us all about the land that our family owned. There is about 108 acres of land that is left.

I believe this is a myth, but I was told that anyone could go down to Bolivar to build a house on the land and that the land can't be sold or bartered. The reason I believe this isn't true is because some of the people have sold their land. And the land that is left is in different people's names.

I mention that because my brother, uncle and I were thinking about how we could go down there to do something with the land. From visiting I don't think that's an option.

However, in prayer this morning I began to think about my legacy and how I can continue my families legacy of being land owners. Not only do my family have land in TN, but there are about 150 acres of land in Macon, MS that my family owns. My grant aunt has about 100 acres of land and my great uncle has about 45 acres of land. My great grandmother's house used to be on the 50 acres and we were able to go visit both areas. My great grandmother's land have cotton fields on it and they lease the land to farmers and there are 16 pecan trees. I love those pecan trees. When we were little, we used to bring back bags and bags of pecans. They say that MS is the largest area that produces pecans. I would love to go down and get pecans off our land.

So in prayer I just had a vision of me and the next generation owning land. My grandmother's house sits on a corner in E St Louis. There is a huge lot next to the house, a huge lot across one street and a huge lot across the other street. All down the street the houses have been torn down. I would love to own the whole block. Then further down the street the buildings are decrepit. I would love to own it one day. I think that's what I'm going to work towards.

Also during prayer I was seeing myself working in health and business. I think I want to go ahead and apply for the MPH, Ph. D dual degree program at U of I.

Thank you Jesus for vision!!




My Visit to TN and MS

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

On Second Thought....

So Petrice and I had a nice convo the other day. One thing he said was that he didn't think you can ever "know" a person. That was interesting to me so he explained and I'm not sure I understand him. How can you not "know" someone or get to "know" them? I mean when you are dating, you learn about a person and you use that information to determine if you want to be with them. I even told him that the Bible says that you have to know them that labor among you (1 Thess 5). He said some other stuff, but I was still baffled.  Then he said something else that I didn't quite agree with....and it all reminded me of a time when I was on the bus listening to the bus driver talk to a man and he told that man that some stuff you don't "need" to "know." The guy and the bus driver was going back and forth. Then the bus driver asked me, "What do you think?"

What I thought was what the Bible said, "My people perish because of lack of knowledge..."

But what I said was, "What you don't know can kill you!"

The bus driver started back tracking. He wasn't expecting my answer.

Huuuhhhhhh......

I don't know what to do about this guy!! God help me!!!!

Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Am I Gonna Marry Petrice?

God shows us stuff all the time....

I was just sitting here and I remembered a dream I had about sitting here helping Malachi with is homework and Kate being pregnant and for some reason I was married Petrice.

Petrice (not his real name) is a guy I met a year ago. We met online. He's from Zion, IL, but he was living in Charlotte, but now he has moved to Des Moines. And we are good friends. But, I was sitting here and SOMETHING hit me. Like, really hit me. Like nothing natural, but in my spirit.

OMG, I have no idea what is going on.

GOD HELP ME!!!

Monday, January 23, 2017

When Did I Get Old Lady Legs

I looked at myself in the mirror on yesterday...

And

I HAVE OLD LADY THIGHS!!!!!

WHY??????

I'm only 35....and a few extra years. What is going on in this body. I HAVE GOT TO HIT THE GYM!!


Friday, January 13, 2017

It's Not Weird, It's Just NEW!!

I'm sitting in my house!! And it's weird. I mean, it's quiet and I'm by myself. I haven't lived by myself in a long time. I mean, yes, I lived by myself, but I've been in an apt and/or have had people living with me all my life. Now I have my own house and I'm by myself.

Why did I chose this house?

Well, the price was great, but it was deeper than that....This house is in the GREAT neighborhood. It has everything including washer and dryer...

BUT,

It needs remodeling. Yes, I need new carpet, new kitchen and bathroom tile and a new bathroom. The walls in the living room and family room are paneled too. So, the house is outdated and needs to be remodeled.

It's kind of like my life.

I will be ...... this year (I can't even say it) and my life needs remodeling.

So, as I'm remodeling my house, I'm going to remodel my life!



It's Moving Day. I'm ready!!

I close on my house in less than 3 hours. My apartment is packed up. I have movers coming....

I am READY!!


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