Don't Know How But He Did It!

$3863.75 is what I need to close on my house. Thank You, Jesus!! In the initial disclosure I was supposed to pay $5105. God made a way and my realtor was wheeling and dealing and God used him to get some things. So my closing is about $1241.25 less that what is was supposed to be.

AND

I get a check from the sellers for $2500 at closing. This is the help cover the cost of a new replacement roof!!

Thank God, He made a way!!!

My Head is Filled With Tears

I BELIEVE GOD. I BELIEVE, I BELIEVE, I BELIEVE!!

GOD can do anything. And I need God to do some things for me and I'm standing on the word of God that...

,,,,being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you (me) will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.-Philippians 1:6

AND

...I (Jesus) have come that they (I) may have life, and have it to the full.-John 10:10

I'm not too old for God to use me. I'm not too old for the promises of God to be fulfilled in my life!!

How Can I Celebrate 40?

I HAVE NEVER BEEN TREPIDATIOUS ABOUT GROWING OLDER. BUT THIS YEAR I WILL BE 40!!!

And I want it to happen (nope, don't want to die), but I want my life to slow down!!  

I had a good time turning 30 and a great time turning 35. What am I going to do with 40? God, help me!! I'm don't want to turn 40 alone!!!

Get Back Up Again

I did't watch the Rhonda Rousey fight, but I heard she got KNOCKED THE #$^&%%^ OUT. I admire anyone who is into any type of sport. It takes discipline and a certain mindset to be an athlete. I've never been an athlete, but I did play tennis my senior year in high school. I really played because I wanted to be cute in my outfit and my friends were playing. I never won any match, but I did put forth an effort.

I wish that growing up I was more athletic because I think it would have taught me about VICTORY. There is never a VICTORY without a fight. And so far with this new year I have been in a fight. God declared VICTORY and He knows that I will WIN, but the fight is rough. It's only the 8th day of the year and I have lost two battles.

But, I'm hanging in there!! I'm holding on to the word of God. I've got the VICTORY and I've gotten back up and it's not over until it's over!!

2017 Anthem #SHOTSTOTHEDEVIL

I'VE GOT THE VICTORY!!

2017 Goals

Improve Me:

1. Apply for Ph.d program
2. Lose 20 lbs
3. Pray everyday
4. Pay down student loan
5. Enjoy 12 months of celibacy

Where You Think You Going?

This man just blows my mind.

So Gov guy tells me that his cousin met a guy that he used to work with, but this guy is married. I told him that he needed to tell his cousin. I mean why let somebody go down a rabbit hole when you know there is danger ahead? She he said he was gonna call the guy he worked with to see what's up.

Well, he did....

The guy tells him that his wife left him. Not just saying I want a divorce, but really LEFT. Like, he went to work at 7am and came back home and she moved everything out except his clothes. She even cleaned out the refrigerator.

What? Who does that?

So the guy decides he wants to meet someone else and it happens to be Gov guy's cousin. And he told her up front what happened and she's okay with it.

As we were talking, he says to me, "You bet not ever do me like that...." I laugh. Then he says, "Where you think you going?" And he was serious. DAG!!! He kept asking me and I was cracking up laughing because he was SERIOUS. Then he tells me, "I'm gonna tie you up, you ain't going no where!"

DAG!!!

That turns me on. Not the whole tying me up thing, but that he feels this way about me.

God, help. I don't know what to think about this guy! I don't want to make a mistake. I mean I already made one and I don't want to make another.

As we were still talking the convo moved to new year resolutions. I told him that I was gonna tell him one that was gonna blow his mind, but I wanted to see him in person when I told him. Yes, I'm gonna tell him my 12 months no sex goal....

We'll see how that goes.....