CFD

My housing plans are falling through. I thought I had a rental with a guy that was a really nice house, but he wanted a llllooooonnnngggggg term tenant.  Then I found a person who was looking to lease his place, but now he's telling me that he might not move by June 1.

So, I have to move by May 31 and I don't have any prospects.  I did find this contract for deed place and it sounds like a good deal...

In other news...

I'm cooking lamb chops for dinner!!!!

Jenkins Somebody

I had the dream again and it was different, but the name was Jenkins.

I don't know anyone named Jenkins.

J Somebody

I kept having this dream about some man with the first name that starts with J. Jackson, Jameson, something like that. I don't know what was happening in the dream, but I was tryna pray for him or something. It was strange....

My Mind is Made Up

No matter what, MY MIND IS MADE UP!!

So, I have to move in 20 days, but no matter what....MY MIND IS MADE UP!!!

I WILL serve the Lord all the days of my life!!

Lord, What Do I Do?

I've been bugging the landlord....EVERYDAY!!

He finally sent me a message today asking if I'm looking for a long term place. I told him that I'm looking to settle down and sent me another text saying that in the last 3 months he has had 3 tenants that who wanted to rent, but they were looking for something short term because the first time home buyer rates were low.  So he then said that he now has 3 tenants who are interested, but he doesn't know if they (we) want something long term.

Of course I want long term.

My own home long term, but I CAN NOT guarantee that I will be there for 2 years like he wants. I really only want 3-6 months.

I mean....who wants to rent forever. The rent would be $600 a month.  That would be over $14,000 in two years. I can have a house paid down in 5 years. Why do I want to give him $14,000.

GOD, GOD, GOD, I don't know what to do!!!!!

Happy Singles Day

I don't have a boo and I'm not a mother. So I have no one to buy me stuff for these special days. So I bought flowers and cards for everyone else.

But today I was at the store and saw these flowers.  They were only .89 so I had to buy me some for my single motherless self.

So Happy Single, Motherless Day to me!!

God Speaks

I must admit. I don't know when God speaks to me.

The Bible says that in all thy ways acknowledge Him and He will direct thy path.  So when I acknowledge God, I feel that I'm led by Him, but there are times when God actually speaks.

But, then there are times when He simply leads and guides.

I was sitting on the sofa yesterday finishing up my paper and I just had a thought. It was raining outside and it just came to me...the electricity goes out and it's dark while I'm sitting here and someone breaks in.  I immediately dismissed the thought because it was silly.

But, as I sat, I heard a pop and looked up and one of the lights blew out.

I just sat and I told God that I have no idea how He speaks or when He is speaking to me.....

God, I want to do your will, but I NEED to know when you speak. I've been told that God is always speaking. I know He speaks through His word, but I never know when I'm just sitting if He's speaking or if I'm just imagining things.

My sheep hear my voice...and they follow me. --John 10:27.