Laser Hair Removal and Second Chances

So it's almost November in an election year. I've already voted (I always vote early) and this year is just flying by. 

I started laser hair removal the first week of June. I bought two groupons for two different places because I knew that the hair on my chiny chin chin was going to be difficult. My hormones are screwy so I knew that it was going to take more than just the suggested 5-6 sessions. So far I'm on my 6th treatment this week and I've only lost about a small patch of hair. I've got 5 more sessions and if those don't go well, I'm going to see about this place in Chicago that looks promising. 

I've been doing all of this-laser hair removal, weight loss, therapy because I declared that this year was going to be a year of recovery for me!!

I heard the word from God in January and I grabbed and held on to it, but the last few weeks have been trying. I've been reverting a little and I don't want to go backwards. So far I've lost about 30 lbs and I'm happy about that, but I did it with a certain motivation. Now that motivation is waning and I need a boost. I joined a 6 month dietbet to help with my motivation, but it's not helping this month. I actually lost money this month and that bothered me. 

But, this is the thing about God....He sees me and knows what I need!!

For the month of September I fasted and prayed (more fasting than prayer) because I was working on two grants for a nonprofit. These two grants were kind of like a redemption because one of the grants was for an after school program that I failed to turn in on time back in 2009. That was a devastating failure. I stayed in the bed for days, I was so hurt. Especially since I worked so hard.

But, this time we got it turned in a day early.

Those two grants kind of kept me on my toes. But, then I started eating like crap and I've contacted Mister because I was feeling lonely. I've also reverted in my mind to pervertido ways which made me sad. So, the only thing that I could do is pray to God for help because I don't have the .... to help myself.  

So, I was in church yesterday and I decided to just look up another grant that I failed to turn in in 2011. Yep, the RFP is available and it's due November 28. Redemption!!

Thank You God for second chances and do overs!!  I feel a motivation!!