Well, I've made a commitment to get the toxins out of my life and it hasn't been easy. A few weeks ago I left the door open and two mice ran in. I didn't know it until late one night I heard plastic rattling. The next few days I had glue traps (I know, not the most humane) and both of the mice had escaped from. I didn't know they escaped, so I had Greenwood come over to get the mouse. Actually, I didn't even know there were two....
That night at about 1am I heard the mouse squirming off the glue trap so I rushed to get a shoe box. I prayed because its beedy eyes were looking at me. I needed the Holy Spirit to help me. The mouse flipped the trap over and was upside down and I dropped the box on top of it then I loaded up with four more boxes.
I turned on music because I didn't want to hear the mouse thumping the box trying to get out. So I didn't sleep very much.
When I got out the bed at 7:30am the next morning I looked for the other trap and it was gone. I panicked and woke my sister up. She angrily came to find the trap and saw that the mouse had escaped from that trap. So I asked her if she could get the trap from underneath the box. She looked and said there wasn't a mouse, the trap was upside down. I told her there was. The mouse had flipped over. We left it like that and went to church. I messaged an old friend, Greenwood, and asked him if he could come get the mouse. He came up, raised the boxes and said, "There is no mouse."
WHAT???!!!!
I had already had quite a bit of anxiety about this so having the mouse escape the tower of boxes was really stressful. I showed me the box where the mouse had chewed a small hole to get out. Then he showed me the trap that had so much fur on it. Poor mouse. Now my anxiety level was really high. I had to try to trap a super mouse. It took another week and a half before it was caught, but not before it pooped all in the stove.
Anyway, those mice were a violation and I let them in. So it was another example of me allowing toxins in my life and me having to get them out.
So afterwards I needed some help putting in a new doorway because the I had someone do some finish work in my hallway and I put up a barn style door for he bathroom. So I asked Greenwood. This was the wrong move because he began flirting with me... Oh boy...here we go.
A couple of years ago in 2017-18 I met Greenwood on POF and even though I wasn't interested in him he would come to help me out around my house and he helped me to put the walls up in my living room. Then he started to shoot his shot which led to him sending my porn him him pleasuring himself on snapchat. Things fizzled after that because I wasn't trying to be with him like that. So now here it is 2+ years later and he's at it again. He hasn't sent me a video, but he's send my dick pics. OMG.
Well, about a week ago I got an email from my boss, one of the inspections that I had conducted was set to go for a hearing. I got really nervous and anxious again because I remembered that during this inspection might not have gone all the way inside the building to witness the violation. I stood at the door that was wide opened at a sales rack and watched everything go down. So I began to fret and pray because I don't want to lose my job because I didn't 100% see everything that went down. I saw the jist of everything and in my opinion that was good enough, but now I know that maybe it wasn't . So in preparing for my deposition I began to pray and fast and read the scripture in Deuteronomy 9 where God tells the people that he's gonna favor them, not because they are so good, but because the other nation of people are so evil. And I"m in the same situation. It wasn't that I did everything perfectly, but they broke the law regardless. So I had my deposition this morning after no sleep.
Now that the depo is done we just wait for a response from the defendant.....
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