Four Dreams

 1. I was holding my niece who is currently 22 months old. She started repeating the words that I was saying--bus, red, etc. Right now my niece is not saying words. She's saying sounds, but no actual words. Usually, by this age toddlers will be saying a lot of words. At her 18 month check up, the doctor wanted to get her speech therapy. But my sister was reluctant. She called my mom and my mom kinda steered her away from it, saying that my niece would talk when she wants to talk. I think my sister should have gotten her the appointments. My niece shows signs of being on the spectrum. True these signs can be benign and any toddler could exhibit them, but the signs along with the speech delay may tell us something. But I had the dream and in the past sometimes my dreams have meant something and sometimes they have meant nothing--they were just dreams. 

2. I can't remember fully what I was doing, but my aunt who is obese and on dialysis was climbing a ladder or stairs and as she was going up, somehow she slipped and fell flat on her back with her eyes wide open. I was horrified. Blood started coming from her midsection.  I woke up. I love my aunt, she is the matriarch of the family now. But she's sick. I want her to live a long life because she's sort of a rock for me. I pray that God grant her grace for longevity.

3. The third dream I can't remember where I was--my house I think and Apostle was praying in the house. Then he came up to me really close and touch the left side of my belly and said something like, "I had that same pain, it was my appendix."  Then I woke up. Before going to bed I had a dull pain on the left side fo my belly. Of course I googled after I woke up and found that the appendix is on right side. So, again, was this God trying to warn me about something? IDK. It was weird. I need to get back on my diet. I've gained 8lbs and it's not comfortable. 

4. Last night I had a dream that I was in the location--kinda like a mall and I was walking by and you know how you see someone, but don't necessarily want to speak to them. My Apostle saw me and was going to walk by, but I yelled to speak to him and Prophetess. I started to walk towards the, but remembered COVID and did an air hug. They air hugged me back. Then I woke up.

I don't know what all this means. I do know that I need to get my life right. Things started getting bad right after we had communion at church on September 19. I was so excited about it--honoring the Lord and what He's done for me, for the body of Christ. It was like satan just unleashed on my after that. I met Boiler Guy and things have gone to crap for me...Not totally, but my heart has been divided and I can't seem to get it together.....