Monday, January 2, 2012
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year
I am so grateful to God for having a place to live for Christmas. This time last year, I was living with my friend Jenny. Not that I didn't enjoy it, but it's nothing like having your own place to lay your head. I thank God for unemployment. I thank God for my part-time teaching job. I thank God for my church family!!!
I'm looking forward to this new year and all that it will bring!!!
Friday, December 23, 2011
The SAGA is OVER!!
Wow...a lot has happened in the last few weeks.
Saturday, November 26, I ran into Coach. He is a guy that I've known since 2002. At the time we met, he was married, so our conversations were cordial--simply "Hi" and "Bye." However, in 2010, we started a world wind relationship that ending in a broken heart. Yep, our "first date" was playing connect four at his house. I had a blast. But the night came to a screeching halt when his ex-gf walked in the door. She looked at me, I looked at her and then at him. The only thing I could say was, "Hi." She didn't speak back. So I looked at him and asked if I should leave. At first he said, "No," but then he said that it was probably a good idea.
On my way out the door, he tried to introduce us. She didn't want to speak. I was simply being cordial. When I got home I was a little crushed, but I didn't let it bother me. Then about an hour later I got a phone call from him. WHAT???? UGH???? This is when the night turned bad.....
Anyway, for about two weeks we talked. During that time he asked me to marry him and out of the same breathe he was telling me about how he and his ex-gf were so tied together. I was so hurt and confused. So, I took my bruised heart and just like any other mistake, I got over it.... He contacted me a couple of times throughout the year and each time he was telling me how he was gonna marry me. Blah, Blah, Blah. I never responded. Well, after Thanksgiving we ran into each other and at first I was a little put off. He was yelling at me from his car as I was walking into the YMCA. WHAT?? Who does that?? What man does that???? So, when he got the picture that I wasn't going to come over to him, he got out of the car to talk to me. We exchanged numbers and it started again. This time it was a little different. He and his ex-gf were done.
Over a period of about a month he told me about how he was telling her about me and she didn't like it, so eventually they got into a physical fight and he hurt her badly. This snowballed into epic craziness....he tried to kill himself by cutting himself and taking a gun to his head. He was charged with two felonies--aggravated battery and unlawful use of a weapon and unlawful restraint. He lost everything--two cars, a motorcycle, his home and a $70,000 job. He was committed to the psychiatric ward of a hospital....EPIC MADNESS. Still every time I saw him he was saying how much he wanted to be with me. WOW!!! So as he was telling me all this stuff, my heart was aching. 2010 was one of his worst years. I just didn't feel comfortable telling him how horrible my 2010 was. I mean, my stuff was not nearly as crazy. I just slept in the cold for four months....
As we were talking--having our heart to heart--he told me that he was embarrassed by all this. Tears came to my eyes because here he had gone through hell on earth and he didn't even realize that I was embarrassed too. I didn't think he was gonna like me if he knew that I had slept in my car and he was thinking the same about me. Everything was going well (well, as well as it could be going, we both have trust issues) then one day I cancelled our lunch date and everything fell apart. Yep, a lunch date did it.
Okay, back-up...as we were having our heart to heart, he asked me if I could see myself marrying him. He told me about all of his children and possible children. They are numerous....I think he knows about 8 or 9, but there are several that he suspect are his, but the mom's won't cooperate. EPIC CHILDREN.I mean, I was afraid to get too close, I might end up carrying his baby. Okay, that's mean, but it's true. I don't think he's used a condom EVER!!! Then he asked me if we got married, would I want to have his baby. As sweet as that is, I was a little speechless. I mean, it was sexy as hell when I told Mister that I wanted to have his baby. It was just scary talking with Coach about having a baby. He has so many already. "I'll do that for you..." was what he said and it would have turned me on and made me want to jump his bones right there, but I just kept thinking about all the ones that he has already. Yes, he wants to take care of his children and right now it's killing him because he's not working. But, WOW!!! After our heart to heart, my mind was telling me to run for the hills-retreat, retreat, but my heart wanted to rescue him and my body wanted to be close to him. Coach is a very attractive man and there is something about him that either draws women to him--kind of like a sick puppy that needs someone to take care of him. But, I told God that I didn't want to marry him and that I needed to cut the relationship off before it got too involved. I mean, we were talking about weddings....I was getting in over my head. WAY OVER MY HEAD.
It's a fact that hurt people, hurt people. If you don't get healed in your heart, mind, spirit, and soul, you will eventually affect and damage those around you. This is one of the reasons why I kept him at arms length. I guarded my heart when I was with him. And sure enough it was a cancelled lunch date that caused him to lash out at me.
On Thursday, December 29 I called him to say hello around 11am. He asked me if I wanted to go to lunch. I told him that I would a little after noon. I agreed to take him to lunch at McGory's. However, when it got closer to noon, I realized that I was supposed to take Steph to the doctor at 1pm, so having lunch and then picking her up was gonna be cutting it close especially since McGory's wasn't fast food. So I called him to ask him if he could pick me up to drop my car off at Steph's. He stated that his car was currently in the shop and he was waiting on it to be done so picking me up was not ideal. He just told me to call him when I was done. I agreed. Well, I picked up Step at one and he called me around 1:15 to ask where I was because his car was done. I told him I was waiting on Steph and that it would be about a half an hour. Well, a half an hour came and went and I was still waiting on Steph. So I text him to tell him that I didn't want him to wait on me and that I wasn't sure what time I was gonna be done. My actual text was, "Hey not sure wen im gonna b done. I dnt want u 2 have 2 wait on me." He text me back, "Oh...Don't worry about..have a blessed day." From that message, I knew he was a little ticked, but I didn't think this was gonna lead to a two day argument. Later on that evening, I texted him, "U busy?" I was working on some grants and I was quite melancholy about the new year coming in and I wanted to talk. He called me back a couple hours later going off about how I didn't care about him and that I should not have sent him that text I sent him, blah, blah, blah. I was shocked. I knew from his text that I ticked him off, but WOW! He just kept telling me that I wasn't considerate and he wanted to spend time with me, but I didn't care about spending time with him. He stated that I felt like he was doo doo. WHAT????? WOW???? I couldn't get a word in edgewise. The argument was so stupid that I don't even remember everything he said. It was all so absurd. Here I was considering marrying this man and having a baby by him *cringe* and he was telling me that I didn't care about him. WOW!!!! So we ended the call with him saying that he would never bother me again. When we got off the phone, I was so confused. Like what just happened??? I prayed and I cried for him. I felt sorry for him. He was so emotionally damaged that something simple as a cancelled lunch date caused Mount St. Helens to erupt! WOW. So after I finished crying and praying for him, I called him to apologize for offending him. Yep, I told him I was sorry. I guess I did it more because I really wasn't interested in going to lunch--not because I didn't want to, but because I knew that I was finding myself getting more and more attached which was not the right thing to do. So, instead of me having to "break up" with him, our little lunch date did it.
The next morning he called me to tell me that he had gotten my message and it spawned into another argument about how I don't understand his pain--how I don't understand how he tried to kill himself twice and all the pain that he had gone through losing everything. I tried to explain to him that he wasn't the only one going through pain. I even confessed to him how I tried to take a bottle of pills and drink vodka because I didn't want to wake up. He wasn't hearing me. At ALL! His pain was his pain and I didn't get it. But, the problem was I got it and I understood him more than he understood himself--he NEEDED to be HEALED--MIND,SOUL,SPIRIT,and BODY!!!! The Bible says that healing is the children's bread. Until he get's healed from all that stuff and forgive those women and even his mother for abusing him as a child, he will continue to be damaged and he will damage other people along with his children. His children will have to deal with all of that pain if he doesn't get help!!! That's why I cried and he didn't understand that when I was talking to him. He thought I was saying that I was crying because he broke up with me. NO NO!!!! That is a headache I don't want or NEED!!! I'm not a fool. I"m too old to be a fool. Yes, I was contemplating marrying him, but I told God that I didn't want to--there is WAY TOO MUCH BAGGAGE, GARBAGE, TRASH, SLIME, etc and I'm not talking about his children. All of that hurt and pain can become like a cancer. It's a scientific fact that heartache and unforgiveness have killed people. I text him the next morning, but he didn't respond. I wasn't mad. I guess I was giving him the opportunity and the chance to know that I wasn't mad. I then text him Happy New Year. Again, no response. THANK GOD!!!!
So I free from Coach!!! It's over!!!! Now, I'm looking to my new beau in 2012. I've been telling God that I want to get married in 2012. I know, I know. I can't tell God what I want to do, but the Bible does say ask. So as I'm saying it to Him, it's more of an asking not telling. So, heavenly father, can you please send me a Godly man to marry in 2012? In Jesus Name. Amen!!
On my way out the door, he tried to introduce us. She didn't want to speak. I was simply being cordial. When I got home I was a little crushed, but I didn't let it bother me. Then about an hour later I got a phone call from him. WHAT???? UGH???? This is when the night turned bad.....
Anyway, for about two weeks we talked. During that time he asked me to marry him and out of the same breathe he was telling me about how he and his ex-gf were so tied together. I was so hurt and confused. So, I took my bruised heart and just like any other mistake, I got over it.... He contacted me a couple of times throughout the year and each time he was telling me how he was gonna marry me. Blah, Blah, Blah. I never responded. Well, after Thanksgiving we ran into each other and at first I was a little put off. He was yelling at me from his car as I was walking into the YMCA. WHAT?? Who does that?? What man does that???? So, when he got the picture that I wasn't going to come over to him, he got out of the car to talk to me. We exchanged numbers and it started again. This time it was a little different. He and his ex-gf were done.
Over a period of about a month he told me about how he was telling her about me and she didn't like it, so eventually they got into a physical fight and he hurt her badly. This snowballed into epic craziness....he tried to kill himself by cutting himself and taking a gun to his head. He was charged with two felonies--aggravated battery and unlawful use of a weapon and unlawful restraint. He lost everything--two cars, a motorcycle, his home and a $70,000 job. He was committed to the psychiatric ward of a hospital....EPIC MADNESS. Still every time I saw him he was saying how much he wanted to be with me. WOW!!! So as he was telling me all this stuff, my heart was aching. 2010 was one of his worst years. I just didn't feel comfortable telling him how horrible my 2010 was. I mean, my stuff was not nearly as crazy. I just slept in the cold for four months....
As we were talking--having our heart to heart--he told me that he was embarrassed by all this. Tears came to my eyes because here he had gone through hell on earth and he didn't even realize that I was embarrassed too. I didn't think he was gonna like me if he knew that I had slept in my car and he was thinking the same about me. Everything was going well (well, as well as it could be going, we both have trust issues) then one day I cancelled our lunch date and everything fell apart. Yep, a lunch date did it.
Okay, back-up...as we were having our heart to heart, he asked me if I could see myself marrying him. He told me about all of his children and possible children. They are numerous....I think he knows about 8 or 9, but there are several that he suspect are his, but the mom's won't cooperate. EPIC CHILDREN.
It's a fact that hurt people, hurt people. If you don't get healed in your heart, mind, spirit, and soul, you will eventually affect and damage those around you. This is one of the reasons why I kept him at arms length. I guarded my heart when I was with him. And sure enough it was a cancelled lunch date that caused him to lash out at me.
On Thursday, December 29 I called him to say hello around 11am. He asked me if I wanted to go to lunch. I told him that I would a little after noon. I agreed to take him to lunch at McGory's. However, when it got closer to noon, I realized that I was supposed to take Steph to the doctor at 1pm, so having lunch and then picking her up was gonna be cutting it close especially since McGory's wasn't fast food. So I called him to ask him if he could pick me up to drop my car off at Steph's. He stated that his car was currently in the shop and he was waiting on it to be done so picking me up was not ideal. He just told me to call him when I was done. I agreed. Well, I picked up Step at one and he called me around 1:15 to ask where I was because his car was done. I told him I was waiting on Steph and that it would be about a half an hour. Well, a half an hour came and went and I was still waiting on Steph. So I text him to tell him that I didn't want him to wait on me and that I wasn't sure what time I was gonna be done. My actual text was, "Hey not sure wen im gonna b done. I dnt want u 2 have 2 wait on me." He text me back, "Oh...Don't worry about..have a blessed day." From that message, I knew he was a little ticked, but I didn't think this was gonna lead to a two day argument. Later on that evening, I texted him, "U busy?" I was working on some grants and I was quite melancholy about the new year coming in and I wanted to talk. He called me back a couple hours later going off about how I didn't care about him and that I should not have sent him that text I sent him, blah, blah, blah. I was shocked. I knew from his text that I ticked him off, but WOW! He just kept telling me that I wasn't considerate and he wanted to spend time with me, but I didn't care about spending time with him. He stated that I felt like he was doo doo. WHAT????? WOW???? I couldn't get a word in edgewise. The argument was so stupid that I don't even remember everything he said. It was all so absurd. Here I was considering marrying this man and having a baby by him *cringe* and he was telling me that I didn't care about him. WOW!!!! So we ended the call with him saying that he would never bother me again. When we got off the phone, I was so confused. Like what just happened??? I prayed and I cried for him. I felt sorry for him. He was so emotionally damaged that something simple as a cancelled lunch date caused Mount St. Helens to erupt! WOW. So after I finished crying and praying for him, I called him to apologize for offending him. Yep, I told him I was sorry. I guess I did it more because I really wasn't interested in going to lunch--not because I didn't want to, but because I knew that I was finding myself getting more and more attached which was not the right thing to do. So, instead of me having to "break up" with him, our little lunch date did it.
The next morning he called me to tell me that he had gotten my message and it spawned into another argument about how I don't understand his pain--how I don't understand how he tried to kill himself twice and all the pain that he had gone through losing everything. I tried to explain to him that he wasn't the only one going through pain. I even confessed to him how I tried to take a bottle of pills and drink vodka because I didn't want to wake up. He wasn't hearing me. At ALL! His pain was his pain and I didn't get it. But, the problem was I got it and I understood him more than he understood himself--he NEEDED to be HEALED--MIND,SOUL,SPIRIT,and BODY!!!! The Bible says that healing is the children's bread. Until he get's healed from all that stuff and forgive those women and even his mother for abusing him as a child, he will continue to be damaged and he will damage other people along with his children. His children will have to deal with all of that pain if he doesn't get help!!! That's why I cried and he didn't understand that when I was talking to him. He thought I was saying that I was crying because he broke up with me. NO NO!!!! That is a headache I don't want or NEED!!! I'm not a fool. I"m too old to be a fool. Yes, I was contemplating marrying him, but I told God that I didn't want to--there is WAY TOO MUCH BAGGAGE, GARBAGE, TRASH, SLIME, etc and I'm not talking about his children. All of that hurt and pain can become like a cancer. It's a scientific fact that heartache and unforgiveness have killed people. I text him the next morning, but he didn't respond. I wasn't mad. I guess I was giving him the opportunity and the chance to know that I wasn't mad. I then text him Happy New Year. Again, no response. THANK GOD!!!!
So I free from Coach!!! It's over!!!! Now, I'm looking to my new beau in 2012. I've been telling God that I want to get married in 2012. I know, I know. I can't tell God what I want to do, but the Bible does say ask. So as I'm saying it to Him, it's more of an asking not telling. So, heavenly father, can you please send me a Godly man to marry in 2012? In Jesus Name. Amen!!
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Long time, no post
There has been a lot going on, but I haven't been posting because ....well, there's a lot going on.
My sister moved in with me, then moved out. Well, sort of moved out. She called me one week and said that she hadn't been able to find a job in Ohio and that if she doesn't find something soon, she wanted to know if she could come stay with me...
Then a week later she called me to say she and her husband was on the highway coming my way. I let them stay for about 2 weeks and then I believe they got a room at the motel for a few weeks. Last week they came to get their things because they found a place to live. I'm happy for them.
I'm still teaching GED. I love it!!!! My students inspire me!!!!
I've been holding on to my faith. It's been difficult. I got pretty lazy as far as reading my Bible and praying. I really don't know what was going on, but it was like I was stuck in the mud. The spirit was no where to be found, not in me, not around me, no where. I HATED not feeling the spirit of God. I HATE IT!!! I need God EVERYDAY and when I can't feel it feels like I'm lost. Like my lover has left me. So for a while, I was in that lonely state. Not lonely as in I need a man, but lonely as in empty. It was on Sunday that I felt a breakthrough. However, on yesterday I slipped up a little....
Let me back up....
I was at the Y on Saturday morning and as I was walking in someone was calling out to me. I just said, "Hey" and kept going, but the person kept talking. So I turned and saw "Coach." He was trying to talk to me from his car, but I wasn't going to run up to his, so I stood there. He finally got the picture and got out the car. We exchanged numbers. We called me on Sunday morning and after church I went to his house. He had a house full of people. I left shortly after and later that night he texted me, "I'm hungry". WHAT? is what I was thinking!! I took the bait and asked him what he wanted to eat. He came over to eat. We had a good conversation and it was about God and life. I hid my TV so that forced us to talk which was not hard because he talks a lot. After dinner he went to get his Connect 4 game and we played for about an hour. He beat me badly, but it was fun. He asked me if he could hug me, I told him "NO." I wasn't that I didn't want to hug him, I just didn't want to be that close to him. Coach is a man that I've been attracted to for a long time and I didn't want my flesh to mess up the blessing that I got from church that morning.
He told me that he wanted to be more than friends. I told him that I didn't know if that's what I wanted.
He's a wonderful man, I just need him to be a man of God! I need a man that prays and loves God!! He doesn't like my church and I refuse to leave me church to go to his, so we have a problem. Well, I haven't really talked to him since then. He's pretty preoccupied. I'm not sure how many children he has, but I think I counted 6. That's a lot of children. So, I know he stays busy at home.
I just don't want to jump into anything. I want to take my time and get to know a person.
Anyway at church on last night, I made a mistake and didn't go up for prayer. They called for anyone who doesn't speak in tongues. I didn't go up. I was embarrassed. Stupid pride!! I was also upset over something petty. It was horrible. When I got home from church I was horrified. I was so upset that I didn't go up for prayer. I need to spirit of God in my life. I can't live without the spirit of God. It makes me want to SHOUT.
My sister moved in with me, then moved out. Well, sort of moved out. She called me one week and said that she hadn't been able to find a job in Ohio and that if she doesn't find something soon, she wanted to know if she could come stay with me...
Then a week later she called me to say she and her husband was on the highway coming my way. I let them stay for about 2 weeks and then I believe they got a room at the motel for a few weeks. Last week they came to get their things because they found a place to live. I'm happy for them.
I'm still teaching GED. I love it!!!! My students inspire me!!!!
I've been holding on to my faith. It's been difficult. I got pretty lazy as far as reading my Bible and praying. I really don't know what was going on, but it was like I was stuck in the mud. The spirit was no where to be found, not in me, not around me, no where. I HATED not feeling the spirit of God. I HATE IT!!! I need God EVERYDAY and when I can't feel it feels like I'm lost. Like my lover has left me. So for a while, I was in that lonely state. Not lonely as in I need a man, but lonely as in empty. It was on Sunday that I felt a breakthrough. However, on yesterday I slipped up a little....
Let me back up....
I was at the Y on Saturday morning and as I was walking in someone was calling out to me. I just said, "Hey" and kept going, but the person kept talking. So I turned and saw "Coach." He was trying to talk to me from his car, but I wasn't going to run up to his, so I stood there. He finally got the picture and got out the car. We exchanged numbers. We called me on Sunday morning and after church I went to his house. He had a house full of people. I left shortly after and later that night he texted me, "I'm hungry". WHAT? is what I was thinking!! I took the bait and asked him what he wanted to eat. He came over to eat. We had a good conversation and it was about God and life. I hid my TV so that forced us to talk which was not hard because he talks a lot. After dinner he went to get his Connect 4 game and we played for about an hour. He beat me badly, but it was fun. He asked me if he could hug me, I told him "NO." I wasn't that I didn't want to hug him, I just didn't want to be that close to him. Coach is a man that I've been attracted to for a long time and I didn't want my flesh to mess up the blessing that I got from church that morning.
He told me that he wanted to be more than friends. I told him that I didn't know if that's what I wanted.
He's a wonderful man, I just need him to be a man of God! I need a man that prays and loves God!! He doesn't like my church and I refuse to leave me church to go to his, so we have a problem. Well, I haven't really talked to him since then. He's pretty preoccupied. I'm not sure how many children he has, but I think I counted 6. That's a lot of children. So, I know he stays busy at home.
I just don't want to jump into anything. I want to take my time and get to know a person.
Anyway at church on last night, I made a mistake and didn't go up for prayer. They called for anyone who doesn't speak in tongues. I didn't go up. I was embarrassed. Stupid pride!! I was also upset over something petty. It was horrible. When I got home from church I was horrified. I was so upset that I didn't go up for prayer. I need to spirit of God in my life. I can't live without the spirit of God. It makes me want to SHOUT.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
God is Faithful
I've been praying for my baby sister. So, I was grateful to get a phone call on Wednesday asking if she could stay with me because she was gonna be in town. She got here on Wednesday, went to look for a job on Thursday and they told her to come to work on Monday!!! THANK GOD!!!
Now, we just need to find her a place to live because she can't live with me and a cheap motel would cost a lot of money. So, I'm praying that God come through. I can't bear to see my baby sis sleeping in a car. I know God will come through.
Now, we just need to find her a place to live because she can't live with me and a cheap motel would cost a lot of money. So, I'm praying that God come through. I can't bear to see my baby sis sleeping in a car. I know God will come through.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
2am Phone Call
I am a member of the leadership team at my church. I feel privileged to be apart of this group of people. Therefore, we meet once a month and my pastor teaches us about leadership. However, since my pastor will now starting a church in Florida, he has decided that it is a good thing that we meet once a week until the end of the year.
We met on yesterday and after the meeting we had a "come to Jesus" meeting because October is National Clergy Appreciation Month and only 5 leaders have given gifts that have been asked. After that we met with the CEO of the NP that I volunteer at, so I didn't get home until after 11pm. I was so tired, but I was also a little wired, so I read my Bible and didn't fall asleep until after 1pm.
Around 2am, I received a phone call. At first I was a little confused because I thought I was dreaming. Then the phone rang again and I answered. It was one of the tenants in the other building. She was upset because she had just gotten home from grocery shopping and upon entering the floor she smelled a strong odor. She had a person with her and the person stated that she knew the smell and that it was the smell of someone smoking crack.
I told the tenant that I would be there in a minute.
I got to the building about 10 min later to an odor in the hallway, but my nose is not very sensitive, so I could not identify the smell. It wasn't a bad odor, it was just an odor. I called the police because I had no other choice.
The police showed up at around 3:20am. I was exhausted. We walked through the building, but could not detect any smell. He let me know that I could call the police again if there are any other reports, but there was no evidence, so there was not much that could be done.
I thanked them for their time and went back to my apartment. I was exhausted but I couldn't immediately fall asleep. So it was after 4am before I fell back to sleep and it was at 6:30 am that my alarm went off. I'm exhausted. I have to go to church tonight, but I don't know if I'm gonna make it. I'm so tired.
We met on yesterday and after the meeting we had a "come to Jesus" meeting because October is National Clergy Appreciation Month and only 5 leaders have given gifts that have been asked. After that we met with the CEO of the NP that I volunteer at, so I didn't get home until after 11pm. I was so tired, but I was also a little wired, so I read my Bible and didn't fall asleep until after 1pm.
Around 2am, I received a phone call. At first I was a little confused because I thought I was dreaming. Then the phone rang again and I answered. It was one of the tenants in the other building. She was upset because she had just gotten home from grocery shopping and upon entering the floor she smelled a strong odor. She had a person with her and the person stated that she knew the smell and that it was the smell of someone smoking crack.
I told the tenant that I would be there in a minute.
I got to the building about 10 min later to an odor in the hallway, but my nose is not very sensitive, so I could not identify the smell. It wasn't a bad odor, it was just an odor. I called the police because I had no other choice.
The police showed up at around 3:20am. I was exhausted. We walked through the building, but could not detect any smell. He let me know that I could call the police again if there are any other reports, but there was no evidence, so there was not much that could be done.
I thanked them for their time and went back to my apartment. I was exhausted but I couldn't immediately fall asleep. So it was after 4am before I fell back to sleep and it was at 6:30 am that my alarm went off. I'm exhausted. I have to go to church tonight, but I don't know if I'm gonna make it. I'm so tired.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
I didn't know Steve Jobs Died
I turned on the www this morning to an article on Steve Jobs on msn.com. However, I just blinked past it and went on about my day of teaching. I just got onto yahoo.com and Steve Jobs is everywhere. WHAT??? I read the article and didn't realize until the end that they were talking about him in past tense. WOW!!!
I've never been a fan of the apple computer, but if I had enough money, I would have an iphone and an ipad.
I pray peace to his family.
I've never been a fan of the apple computer, but if I had enough money, I would have an iphone and an ipad.
I pray peace to his family.
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